The Contemplations

The Essential Contemplations

1 - The Dilemma of Life

When the Emanation and Spectre entered into Alamar’s thoughts, Alamar was made to witness this ‘era’ of the Ancients. And from here, Alamar was entrusted with the contemplation s of our reasoning and discovery of our truth. Thus, in his loyalty to the divine Daughters of God, Alamar, in turn, entrusted his reasoning’s and questions to his own incarnation, Randee. And in the light of their encounter, both, Alamar and Randee sat in the sunlight of Eden and Alamar entered his thoughts into Randee’s mind.

‘Alas, here we are, at the crossroads of this journey. Now we have to ask ourselves the question, why?

We are now to measure ourselves and our truer faith is to be called upon and tested, and all of our living thoughts fed to us from book or deed, by life and by science, by God and by wish, by faith and by our dreams.’

‘We each want to live the fantasy, the wish and the dream. But, we each are faced with having to face the reality and concept of death and divine existence, the after-life and creation.

Only after its contemplation can we expect to enter into and try to unravel the mysteries tied to the strings of life and living.’

Becoming complete, as each piece, of each puzzle is laid to place.

There are so many contemplations to be thought or pondered that face us in this life of ours. We need not expound in all, but, when you are dealing with the discovery of who you are, from whence you came, where you will be and what is it all about, one must at least glance over some of the important matters which have an influence on our existence.

Contemplations of Self-actualization

Only until you achieve an understanding of yourself will you be able to understand the nature of the world and thus the universe. A person must take the responsibility for the action of their life, both, the accolades as well as the failures. They must be able to accept who they are and in the same breath be able to re-create themselves at any time to achieve their goals, awareness and fulfillment.

Contemplations of World-actualization

Changing the world is not a difficult task. Being able to change the world is. Only until you are able to understand who you are will you be able to understand the needs of the world. Your approach to the world will therefore not be ‘ego’ based or self serving. It will answer the true need of the world. This is important because the world needs growth much as you, yourself needs growth. Understanding your needs lets you realize that the world too, may develop in a healthy manner, regardless of the nature of the changes it must have or will encounter.

Contemplations of Universe-actualization

Before you can possibly understand the working of the universe and the forces and energies within it, you must be able to understand who you are as well as what the world is. Only after, will you be able to experience the nature of this energy and force. This task isn’t as hard as it may seem. It only requires the understanding of who you are, and again, taking responsibility for your own actions. It is in this acceptance where you will discover the secrets. Also, accepting the fact that the universe is beyond us, but, not outside of us will give you a clearer insight as to approaching it. Our scientific attempts at reaching the universe are really made for changing the world, and thus, discovering more about ourselves. Our spiritual attempts are also about discovering, comforting and enlightening ourselves, and not taking on the nature of the universe. In the end it is all about the same thing, as a matter of truth, in the end it is all knowing about us

The Argument of Grand Truth

We must talk about the ‘oneness’ and the ‘Oneness’ of truth. And talk about the totality and the repose in the ‘Oneness’.

Are we to be given Remembrance of our life and from where so does the well from which this remembrance spring? If we cannot find the well, then, we are charged with the task of re-creating ‘remembrance’ and keeping the value of our long line and of our life and of our sacred experiences alive before and after our death. It is our Individuality, and the honor of our living, that we had lived.

Re-creating remembrance in the oneness forever keeps this life of ours so much alive and therefore to, keeps us eternally alive, our existence special as is each and all lives.

It is our Reposing in the divine oneness where the honor of our living is bestowed, honed by our turmoil’s and remembered how we had been.

It is the merging of individuality and non-individuality.

The materialization and re-creation of the act, self and belief

Materializing from the corrupt stream of FE after the 1st form. The pure form cannot be accessed less it to becomes corrupt, thus making the pure form corrupt, thus corruptible.

Materializing through the channel of ‘emotion’ which, by the nature of its being outside its pure form which is corruptible is corrupt. And thus, all of the components of its act is corrupt below the 1st form in various and variable ways. As also, the 1st form being corrupt.

Verifying the validity of the act or fact by a valid outcome, which was in direct relationship to the act or fact. Although, the outcome may have been a random event.

This is displayed to us as ‘The Grand Truth’.

3 - The Ancients had discovered many sets of workable values in their search for divine truth. And from these never ending reasoning’s Randee contemplated, then wrote;

Totality of form, truth and thought

Pure form is that which we cannot see, strive to access, and cannot contemplate it less we desecrate it. It is from where the spark of life exists. And even in this contemplation of its state we corrupt it. Therefore, we must contemplate it from its corrupted levels.

1st generation form is the first level below the pure form that can be contemplated. This form is complete although corrupt from its pure form.

The following generations destroy the 1st generation, thus, the following generations are also corrupted.

A corrupted form is any form or level below pure form and can be contemplated only in its corrupted state and never in the state of its pure form. Pure form is anything in its state of pure truth. But, since we all exist within the state of a corrupt form or level and our means of contemplation and reasoning exist within this corrupt level, we are unable to contemplate or reason pure form.

We ask ourselves why this is important. The reason this is so important is the fact that anything can be construed as truth if given the proper reasoning behind it. One must beware of this as anyone can present a logical viewpoint to try to sway a person into thinking or doing or committing themselves to unnatural thinking or acts.

Levels of form

You are justifying your act within your assumption of its pure form while concluding from a corrupt level after its 1st form.

Hence, different variations, variables, reasoning and justification of beliefs, whether they are individual or non-individual are our only means of our contemplation.

This is the corrupted form considering the pure form represents the truth.

The range of form includes both, the imperfect mixture and the perfect mixture. The imperfect mixture is when the Elements are in non-constant pattern, while the perfect mixture contains the Elements formed in a constant pattern.

The dogma of belief is placing your faith in what you contemplate to assume as pure form, though the justification of it is corrupted. Nevertheless, it is only in the believing in the assumption of a pure form that the path to that pure form may materialize.

2 - Creation Theory

We are faced with scientific assumptions and the attempted validations, Dogmatic supernatural assumptions and faith, and Accepting supernatural assumptions and revelations.

This is an attempt at appeasing the individual, the masses and human need for verification and reasonable validation for understanding the make-up and process of creation, pertaining to the human’s desire for understanding and within the structure of the human’s ability to understand.

Human capacity of understanding is limited within man’s logically oriented mental capacity, until such a time as that capacity or reasoning alters.

Thus, Alamar had spoken to Randee and left Randee to contemplate the essence of where our truth lays. Randee realizes that truth was a fleeting moment that could never be seen, approached, nor reasoned. And within the confines of his limitations Randee approached this matter within its highest fever. And within the shadow of this puzzle his contemplations unfolded.

The Structured act and chaotic act

Is the Structured act in pure form and would it not remain in pure form?

Is the Chaotic act in pure form and would it not also, remain in pure form?

Would both acts be considered in pure form, though they seen to be in conflict? Is pure form in conflict? This mixture therefore becomes Random Structured acts or thought and the perfect mixture in the range of form. This represents Collision.

The argument on the destruction of pure form

In a logical argument the act or fact contemplated and presented is corrupted with the implication and placement of parameters (structured or random).

(God created the universe. God is. If not, who or what created this universe?)

In an abstract argument the act or fact carries no defined or solid substance in support of the act or fact, although the substance may have logical or reasonable merit.
Therefore, in the argument the pure form is corrupted and is susceptible to the following levels which in itself are also corrupted.
Hence, at what state other than pure form can the act or the fact be seen in pure form?

The degeneration of the Form

The 1st form cannot represent pure form because the pure form becomes corrupted by the contemplation of it.

This occurrence happens because the individual or mass who contemplate it is corrupt because of the nature of the degeneration of the 1st form.

Contemplations of Collision

• Survival • Life theory • Destiny – fate • Choice • Conscious choice • Moral theory • Mutual attractions • Dealing with all life forms • Are all individual • Are all worth a divine place • Is there divine life for all? • Reality – sub-reality • Illusion • Deception • Dealing with masses • Faith • Morality • Moral integrity

And from this Collision of all of our living comes the state of all our lives. The creation of a different state of being gives us the clues to the merit of moral decay and the merit of our non-individuality and of our individuality.

Contemplations of Ancestors and Family

Looking at life outside the vegetive cycle

Ancestral Tree & Family Tree

Is the base of the ancestral tree considered as 1st generation form = pure form – Is this 1st generation degenerating as the following generations are conceived?

Or, is the pure form achieved from the accumulation of conceptions starting from the base and flowering at the pinnacle of the conceptions?

Is each branch subject to achieving its pure form?

Are all branches corrupt? If so, where does the pure form of the human being lay? Is the conceived human being a corrupt form upon conception?

• At what state is the individual being within a state of oneness or divine state? ▪ What form of recognition? ▪ What form of remembrance? • Family – friends – enemies after death ▪ I lose loved one – to what? • To see or never to see them again? ▪ I lose enemies - to what? • To be rid of them forever? ▪ I see people on the street or hear about people I will never meet or never see? • Where will they be in divine life? • In what form will I see my loved ones in? ▪ Age ▪ Years past ▪ Good or/and bad times

How can we expect to re-experience our lives with our loved ones, while, they too wish to re-experience their own events with those before us? This, in relation to our parents and their parents, and their parents, parents?

Contemplations of Belief in faith

Total belief requires Tradition and Supernatural Revelations.

Contemplations of Harmony

Harmony is the Concept of nature and faith.

Contemplations of Satan and conceived reality

This is the Concept of Creating a vegetated reality.

The fall of Eden is a vegetated reality.

Contemplations of non-Religious based Afterlife

And what of our afterlife outside our religious faith? Do we have awareness of our Individuality, is it an Illusion of individual control within the afterlife. Our sciences and our fantasy and our wishes and hopes seek this Spiritual and Scientific reinforcement of the illusion of control. Our Contemplations of creation, afterlife and reality are fed by this Fantasy, Illusion, and Delusion. It is our Justification of illusional, fantasy and delusional reality and creation, and death reality. It is Our aspects of human rationalization which lead us to that thinking.

Thinking outside the thoughts of rational thought lead us to Our assumptions of divine knowledge.

The replacement of divine knowledge with scientific or logical thought lead us to be blinded as to our truer selves, and takes us further from The reality of thinking within the structure of divine reasoning.

Is there a justification to what we cannot reason away? Do we need to make this justification to satisfy our lack of its irrational structure?

Fantasy and faith in our own life doctrine outside of our religious faith maybe our only means to find some control of what we are and what we wish to seek in our life and in our life after.

Contemplations of Assumption of mass conviction

• Weighing individual conviction against mass conviction.

• Where to place the Worth in individual conviction as to the assumptions about afterlife.

Contemplations of the belief in God

Scientific theory represents itself to a logical and defined theory and knowledge of God, discarding supernatural revelations as random acts, unexplained phenomenon or an unknown factor or factors.

Theology is represented as assumptions to Supernatural revelations and dogmatic faith.

Theodicy is the exclusion of beliefs and the Non-validated belief with faith justification, but also represented with the assumptions to supernatural revelations and dogmatic faith.

Contemplations of Justification of beliefs

‘Individual’ determination to hold on to or justify the belief in the face of opposition or questioning of belief

Why does the individual claim truth and knowledge in forming faith of the belief, then, why the individual claims truth and knowledge in defense, opposition, or justification of the belief? And in the case of opposing beliefs, who is right and who is wrong?

It is easy Establishing reasoning behind any belief, but, Justifying reasoning behind belief requires certain set of truths; such as; Circumstances of belief, Establishing faith towards the belief, Justifying reasoning of faith to the belief, Consequence of belief, the Conscious revelation, and the Limitations and parameters of belief.

These are the Elements controlling choice. As well, there are the Individuals element of changing position of belief, of Accepting new belief, of the Loss of faith, and Changing and replacing faith about the belief.

How the beliefs materialize? Is it constant? Does it evolve? Is it created?

And how is it created? Randomly? By divine intervention? By conception? Individual conception? Mass based conception?

Do not buy into anything without first making sure that you are at the place where you want to be, and know whose alliances you are gathering, and whose will you are serving. Everyone has their own conception of a grand plan. Some are brought forth by tradition, some by vision and some by manipulation. Be careful by who you serve and by what you may covet and understand the validity behind the reasoning or lack of reasoning in the conception of such beliefs.

Contemplations of Aspirations to godhead

Self-importance

The assumptions of our self-worth as to be worthy of an after-life, Worthy of the privilege of knowledge and the Assumption there is anything else other than this life.

Considerations of belief among like-minded individuals are important only in the understanding of the nature of the belief, not in submitting to the will of those who would have you to.

Discerning time and place of awareness of belief among like-minded individuals is a mere step of you achieving a higher understanding of yourself and may not be the final path to which your life was destined to. This is simply the need of distinguishing the awareness in a form separate and its relationship with the like-minded individuals also separate from the awareness.

Contemplations of Strength of conviction

Where is the belief in the conviction? Is experience necessary for individual conviction?

What is the argument of like-minded as well as non-like-minded individual and groups? Is it really necessary to gather others into your conviction to validate the conviction? Real conviction does not need its validation. It is merely an act of commitment. And that act can be grouped based as well as singular based. The act of gathering others to your conviction is entirely another act.

The nature of the ‘self’ and the ‘ego’ based ‘self’ needs to be understood when you enter into your contemplations.

Are they the same? Do they same serve the same purpose?

Contemplations of Concept of non-God

Atheism and the Assumption of Godhead is a Validation of God through thought.

Atheist and God

The atheist supports the justification of God, within its corrupted assumption of its argument against the dogma of a corrupt pure form and speaking against it in a corrupt form.

Non-religious or religious assumption

The assumption of the individual or non-individual knowing a fact or act or not knowing a fact or act takes the dual roles. First, the aspirations that one has the knowledge of the fact in a higher or pure form (corrupted). And next, it again supports the justification of a pure form and of the dogma to its belief.

Contemplations of Scientific theory

Why isn’t every action-reaction in physics theory in pure form? Why random, confused, or ignorant acts, Or the Stupidity of some or most of our thinking and doing? What makes a stupid act?

The only validity in particle and sub-particle theory is that matter and spiritual or energy spark have a mutual attraction but in no way, does quantum decipher any aspect of the energy or spark of creation. This attraction is emotion based. Physical and divine based ‘emotion’ are what drive the particles to attract. These are long-term ancestral and short-term events.

Contemplations of Circumstance of events

There are numerous events in the course of our lives, which lead us to form a set of truths and beliefs. To have some sort of control over the effects of these events is important in that it allows us to weigh the worth in terms of how much we are willing to trade certain aspects of our life to benefit from these events. In turn, we ask ourselves the following questions.

Why the event?

What caused the event?

The purpose of the event

The level of the event

Pre-event preparation is needed to be able to understand the nature of the event in reasonable light. Otherwise, as the event unfolds we are left to contemplate the results and not some form of progressions, which lead up to the event. It is in these contemplations where we are able to have some form of choice as to establish our beliefs within the manner where we may not sacrifice our character nor give up our self or our freedom to the outcome of the events. It is in the manipulation of these events where we are to be wary of who or how or why we are swayed or seduced into placing our beliefs in the creditability of what may be the reasons as to why the event transpired. Furthermore, when we fail to look for the validation of the set of truths, which led to, or caused the events, we are at the whim to those who manipulate the worth in the event(s).

Contemplations of set of truth

The difference between me and any other person is the fact that I am just the same like mass.

We usually just assume that all we have to do is state some sort of set of truths or beliefs or justifications and therefore it is. This, done without any consequence, responsibility or true insights into the conception of its creation. Our ‘ego’ merely states what is usually the obvious or some fractured, deluded or manipulative assumption, and glorifies itself with some perverted sense of the divine or enlightenment.

And even after all of the parameters do not hold up to validation, never, or at least, not after some indignant stance taken in its defense will one allow his or her corrupted truth to be broken. This is not a statement as to the ‘truth’, but, more so to the nature of how the individual or group is so embattled with their fear or lack of true knowledge, that they are willing to sacrifice all of their worth in expectation of the fruits from a dead, decaying or diseased tree.

Contemplations of Life and Living

The master was talking to his student about the contemplations of the world in relation to the ‘chi’ in martial arts. The student asked a question about the meaning of life. The master stopped for a moment, then asked the student to throw a kick. The student, obeying the master threw a kick, and then turned to the master and asked why. The master turned to the student and asked him what he saw, felt, and what just happened. The student said, ‘I am not sure, Master, I felt the movement, and saw my foot go through the air.

The master replied, ‘look beyond the kick. Look at the kick in relation to the universe. Feel the intricacy of the kick and the movement. Does not the kick encompass much more than just a kick? Does it not create an intricate union with the universe, as each movement is connected to each as the kick takes place, combining all the forces around you, and making you one with the universe?’ The student paused and thought about what the master had just said. Before the student could again speak the master again said,’ show me a kick.’ The student obeyed. The master asked, ‘tell me, what did you see and feel?’ The student glowed, and in his excitement turned to the master and said, ‘yes master, I do see! I see that I am connected to the intricate nature of the universe, and that a kick is much more than just a kick. The kick is a very intricate movement, connecting to all aspects of the universe, the world and myself. Therefore, every movement in life is very intricate and therefore life is a series of intricate encounters.’ Feeling as if the student achieved an awakening the student beamed with accomplishment.

The master looked at the student and again said, ‘show me a kick’. The student, puzzled, obeyed the master and once more threw a kick. The master again asked the student what he saw and felt. ‘Master, I feel how intricate the universe is when I make the kicking movement…’ the master cut the student off in mid sentence and said, ‘Simplicity.’ The kick is flowing. Does not the kick flow within the universe? See that the movement is in union in its simplistic form and that the simplistic movement resonates.’ The student, confused, replies, ‘But master, what of the intricate nature… The master again cut off the student in mid sentence and said, ‘think beyond the intricate nature of your kick and feel its simplistic union,’ and again the master told the student to throw a kick. Again the student obeyed.

The master, once more asked the student to see and feel the kick. The student, in a marvelous new awakening, replied with a newly heightened excitement, ‘master! I do see and feel the simplistic motion of what I had just done. And I see that although the kick is a very intricate matter, it is in its simplistic form that the kick is connected to everything! That the kick and myself and everything, no matter how intricate, flows with a natural simple rhythm which does resonate and connects to the universe.’ ‘I have learned, master, I have learned!’

Again, with a slight hesitation, then in serious tone the master asked the student to once more perform a kick. The student, bewildered, again obeyed. And again the master asked, ‘tell me what you see and feel.’ Upon the completion of the kick the student was in a very confused state and spoke his reply, ‘Master, I am confused. I see the kick in its simplistic nature flowing with the universe, connecting me with everything around me. As well, I see the very intricate nature of the kick and its effect within the universe. Which is right master, which is the answer?’

The master, in delight, a slight smile crossing his face, looked momentarily at the student before turning and starting to take a step. And in casual tone, the master spoke as he began to walk away, ‘it’s just a kick.’

The act of being

When all is said and done, and you have contemplated and discovered life and unveiled some of its mysteries, and have seen some of its workings, remember, its just life. Treat it with respect and as well, treat yourself with the same respect. For, as the course of your life unfolds to you, your living will lead you to your path. Discover life’s wonders, but do not take it all so seriously. Enjoy whatever life brings your way.

The contemplation of Emotion

Emotion Is the Prime instrument in the accumulation of black and white matter, experience, growth, physical properties and the type of life you lead.

Emotion is the state of having your feelings aroused to the point of awareness. It is this awareness, which controls everything you do, whether you think it so, or you attempt to disguise it with mental or physical or spiritual based decisions.

Emotions may not altogether be yours alone. They may stem from the long ancestral line before you, they may be influenced by ethereal intervention, or they may be linked to the masses or other individuals. But, it is your own emotions, which trigger the way these other links affect you.

You may have some control over the intensity of the emotions which drive your decisions, but, never the less; it is these emotions which impact the beginning of the means by which you accomplish your tasks, whether the outcome is for the better or worse.

So why is it that emotion is so important? Contemplate the question; what drives you to do the things that you do? What makes you respond to what you feel? It is your emotions. Simple as that.

This very fact makes your emotions the key to unlock the door to your wants and needs. You must feel strongly about what you are attempting to do.

And you must have an emotional desire to want, and to expect to achieve your wants, as well as the desire to see that it is carried out.

The Passion that flames your desires is the same passion that you will use to see that your desires come about.

Throughout the course of your life you will encounter many desires, which you will want to materialize. These desires will have stemmed from your emotional response to these things. The key to understanding and sorting out these emotional desires is simply to place them in the order in which you would like to see them carried out.

There are 3 categories in which to distinguish your emotional desires. These categories are; Immediate desires, Short term desires, and Long term desires.

Prioritizing those desires, are most important for you to see them carried through.

You use these emotional desires as the basis for all your endeavors.

Your life will be filled with so many emotional highs and lows. Sometimes you may not be sure where it is that you are going to. Remember though, that each page, each line, each word of your life is special. Feel and enjoy the gifts that your emotional state brings you. They each are special moments in a special life.

Feeling is more than laughing, crying, hurting or hating or loving. Feeling is believing, and in the use of your emotions you will learn to feel and in turn believe in what your true feelings tell you. Your emotions are the key to your truth.